Saturday, March 29, 2008
Spending time out talking can be really entertaining.
Not gossiping.
But just,
Talking.
Yeap.
Anyway I should be less annoying.
More people are getting pissed at me.
=(
Yeap.
So less annoying I shall be.
All e best to MILK, BEES, NUTS, SHINE, ONE and Tingyun!
Hah,
Now you know where all my votes will go to.
left.COLOURLESS.
10:44 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
My blog is not emo okay.
It only looks emo because I do my reflections here most of the time.
Well,
Thats what blogs are used for right?
At least for me.
Anyway,
To change the atmosphere a lil,
Heres something like the usual "you've been tagged!" questionnaire.
I dont really do such stuff,
But oh well,
I'm bored anyway.
From ben:
Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. Have you given your first kiss away?
Eh? Does kissing the rain count?
2. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
Why would I want to be stranded on some island?
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Dreamland Street 24, 7th Avenue.
4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I want all my problems solved.
5. Who's your crush? (Wth, this question is ownage)
Miss swipes.
6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My life.
7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I would buy time.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
We'll see.
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. :
Tall, humorous, good friend (really good company, I mean it)
10.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Average person who doesn't hate me.
11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Bug type.
12. What is your ambition?
Either forensic scientist or dancer. See how it goes.
13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Shout it out straight in my face please.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
To have people around you who loves/supports you.
15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Was. Until I gt broke.
16. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
+800 to strength? Hah, okay, I would like to be less guai lan.
17. What makes you different?
Am I even different?
18. Any weird habits or quirks?
Dislike wearing spectacles when dancing.
19. What makes you happy?
Music. And dance.
20.What do I dread now?
Death.
Okay,
I aint going to tag people,
Not because I dont want them to be blessed.
But because I dont want to just choose 8 people out of the many friends I have.
So,
Anyone if you want to do this questionnaire,
Feel free.
Anyway,
Tmr's a holiday.
Everyone seems to have programmes to fill their day.
I'm envious.
left.COLOURLESS.
11:04 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Do you dance because you want to be a dope dancer?
Do you dance because you want to catch people's attention?
Do you dance because you want to get praises from people?
Or do you dance,
Because you want to.
And you love to.
I dance,
Because I love dancing.
I drill,
Because I find joy doing what I love.
I watch,
Because I want to learn.
When I feel low,
I just turn on the music.
Movements flow out naturally with the music.
When the song ends,
I'll find myself smiling.
I may have danced something stupid,
But I've enjoyed it.
And thats enough.
I've sort of come to terms with myself.
I've enjoyed my time in MAD,
And I think that I've made the right decision to join MAD.
But still,
I'm sorry for not joining CO.
Its about time I get over this issue.
I have tons of other problems,
And this shouldn't add on to them.
I can't keep feeling emotional whenever people talk to me about co.
Even thought I'm not in co now,
I'll still remember HCICO,
And all the memories you people have given me.
All e best juniors,
All e best HCCO.
The memories of 4/4 shall fade now.
I've said to myself that I would remember that very day.
But I think its best for me,
To try to forget it.
Afterall,
I'm no longer in a position to make a difference anymore.
We all have a long journey in life.
We all still have a long way to go.
Theres no point hanging onto something which pulls you down.
Learn to let things go.
I have.
Have you?
Dancenite 08,
Here I come.
left.COLOURLESS.
1:09 AM
Friday, March 21, 2008
I need a change of luck.
And maybe a change in life too.
left.COLOURLESS.
12:37 AM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Happy birthday jia han.
Thanks for crushing my specs.
And oh,
Belated birthdays to vinette and liping.
left.COLOURLESS.
10:37 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
I just read xing yun's blog.
"08s71 is breaking apart just like our senior class did."
Come to think of it,
Its true.
But its plain ironical.
Seniors mentioned that they saw us,
Being a bonded class,
Which motivated them to bond as a class too.
And yet now,
We're breaking apart ourselves.
Why?
I read other people's blog.
The usual "I thought I'm going to be in some crap class for the next 2 years, but its all false first impression",
And "I'm starting to love my class",
Phrases appear.
I felt,
Weird.
Its like,
My class is suffering an total inverse of what probably other classes are undergoing now.
Change, yes.
But from enthusiastic and bonded,
To segregation and bad blood?
Maybe I've been too mean,
Or disrespectful to certain people in my class.
I sincerely apologise.
I shall just shut my crap.
Argh.
I can sense my class breaking apart.
Maybe it doesn't show,
But its just there.
The sense of non-belonging.
Chuan khim asked me,
"Which do you feel more attached to?
MAD or your class?"
I told him both.
But come to think of it again,
I'm more attached to my cca.
I actually skipped class outing for mad training.
And I heard that the class outing attendance was pathetic.
Argh.
Can we please improve,
In our ties?
Its the start of the second term.
Can we be just what we were like during orientation?
When we were as a class.
08S71.
I used to love this class.
I want to love it again.
And make it last forever.
left.COLOURLESS.
11:58 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008
I have a set.
And I'm proud of it.
left.COLOURLESS.
8:48 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
2001:
PSLE - Sis : 263 + 3
2003:
PSLE - Me : 263 + 3
2005:
HMT O'level - Sis : A1
2007:
HMT O'level - Me : A1
2008:
A'level -
Sis: PW: A
HMT: A
Biology: A
Chemistry: A
Mathematics: A
Economics: A
GP : B
Chem H3 : Merit
I'm proud of my sister.
Although she missed gp and h3 for a perfect score,
She had achieved outstanding results.
Hope she gets admitted into the university she wants.
I'll miss her dearly if she decides to go overseas.
Now, its my turn.
2009.
A'levels.
Can I keep up the trend?
I don't know.
left.COLOURLESS.
9:38 PM
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
As much of people say that strength is not a major factor in breaking,
It is very evident that strength gives much advantages.
When you see people doing the things that you know how to do,
But you lack the strength to perform that move.
It feels...
Disadvantaged.
Looking at the seniors,
The difference in standard seems pretty big.
I've known that the seniors are darn good since last year.
And I've been wondering if I'll be able to reach their standards when I'm a senior next year.
I've been drilling.
I want to improve.
Because I haven't been improving.
I hope I will achieve something that I'll be proud of by dancenite.
And hopefully by then,
I'll be able to put the MAD in front of my name,
And proudly proclaim that I'm from MAD.
Oh,
On a random note,
The combination of dance, biology and me kills.
I'm weak.
And I feel disadvantaged.
left.COLOURLESS.
11:12 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
Argh.
I've got to find a way to cure my absent mindedness.
Its killing me.
Its barely 3 months and I've lost 2 water bottles.
And I had lost 2 phones over the last 2 years.
Someone help to remind me of my stuff next time.
Thanks in advance.
left.COLOURLESS.
7:49 PM