Sunday, March 16, 2008
I just read xing yun's blog.
"08s71 is breaking apart just like our senior class did."
Come to think of it,
Its true.
But its plain ironical.
Seniors mentioned that they saw us,
Being a bonded class,
Which motivated them to bond as a class too.
And yet now,
We're breaking apart ourselves.
Why?
I read other people's blog.
The usual "I thought I'm going to be in some crap class for the next 2 years, but its all false first impression",
And "I'm starting to love my class",
Phrases appear.
I felt,
Weird.
Its like,
My class is suffering an total inverse of what probably other classes are undergoing now.
Change, yes.
But from enthusiastic and bonded,
To segregation and bad blood?
Maybe I've been too mean,
Or disrespectful to certain people in my class.
I sincerely apologise.
I shall just shut my crap.
Argh.
I can sense my class breaking apart.
Maybe it doesn't show,
But its just there.
The sense of non-belonging.
Chuan khim asked me,
"Which do you feel more attached to?
MAD or your class?"
I told him both.
But come to think of it again,
I'm more attached to my cca.
I actually skipped class outing for mad training.
And I heard that the class outing attendance was pathetic.
Argh.
Can we please improve,
In our ties?
Its the start of the second term.
Can we be just what we were like during orientation?
When we were as a class.
08S71.
I used to love this class.
I want to love it again.
And make it last forever.
